After telling out the things I buried in my heart quite a long time, I feel like my heart suddenly become lighter. Something disappearing
yes, it is my guilty
I usually do not dare to tell people how sad am I and I'm stuck by something or what.
Last year, yes but this year no
cause I felt that no people will love to hear how sad are you
So i buried my sad-est thing in my heart
asking myself what to do, how to do and the consequence after I did the things that I am thinking
My thinking always negative so it always threaten me stop my step
So just now I wrote out the things in my heart
without caring about the consequence, I apologize to them in Facebook
After I posted the status, the scary things start to attack my heart
My heart beating very fast
Then I start thinking the comment they reply
although it is same as I expected
but I tell myself at least I apologized
although it may mean nothing to them but it is meaningful to me
Now I feel so free
I don't know it's temporary or permenant
but I hope it is permenant...
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